As some of you may know, I personally fund my clans, be it at r3gaming and now at AuxiliA.
I also try to be as honest with people as possible, so I will be honest with the community.

Unfortunately circumstances change and mine have changed radically for the worse. I work full time as an IT consultant. With the current financial climate in the UK with interest rates rising and the economy slowing my personal finances have ended up at a deficit to the extent that I cannot fund the experience travel this weekend, even after paying the entry fee. Don't forget I am 37 and have a family of 6 to look after as well as my Source team. The pressure of a sales job has become immense and trying to juggle family, work and Auxilia has come to the point where I have dropped all 3 balls.

I feel gutted that a team that could have been the dark horses for the event cannot now attend and I have let them down. I have explained my situation to the team and they are understanding all be it gutted that they wont be representing the UK this weekend at a very high profile LAN. I feel proud to have worked with them over the last few months and hope that once I am through my dark times I can help them once again.

Where do I go now? Well its offline for a while to move house to somewhere more economical and that's not ready until next week, then its get the internet sorted and take stock of where I go. I would like to stay at Aux as they are a great bunch of lads who blend together as friends as well as players and I would be proud stand behind them at CGS where they have an excellent chance of success.

For those I wont see in Denmark, good luck guys, especially ebuyer, 4kings and Infused the sole contenders left from the UK, do us proud lads